Atheist Grief

The Ready Aim Fire! Atheist Grief Lyrics
1.Brakes Cut

These cement legs / spent all their nights just blacking out the
days / with warehouse sex / where the echoes moaned and the
shadows dripped with sweat / till the confetti drops / like
fireworks in vacant parking lots, / so when we lit the wick, /
my whiplash blood was begging me to quit. // But it starts slow
/ with a kiss outside the hospital, / the lip-gloss, the neck,
and the undertow, / the fresh proud bruise art show. // Then you
got me. I'm glad, but you got me. / The knots in my body all
tell me you got me. / The fire's out in my matchstick mouth /
and you got me reeling. // So the brakes are cut now / from my
armored car doubt, / from all the years / that you weren't here.
/ So I spit the taste out / of every ghost town / and all the
years / that I was barely here. // But our bad machines / are
rusting out in sleepless violent sheets / and freezer-burn /
where we used to ride those cold chemical cures, / and we're
bloodshot, / weighing sins against the years that they could
cost / to pay off / and hide behind our two-way mirror thoughts.
// And who we were / is coming back to you, / and who we were /
is coming back to me, too. // So I am coming back to you. // And
all at once, / oh, you got me. You got me. I'm glad, but you got
me. / The knots in my body all tell me you got me. / I'm caving
in around your skin / and you've got me reeling. // So the
brakes are cut now / from my armored car doubt, / from all the
years / that you weren't here. / So I spit the taste out / of
every ghost town, / yeah, I lost some years, / but I'm finally
here, oh, / with my brakes cut / and my hands cuffed / to my bad
thoughts / and to yours and your wars, / and with our brakes cut
/ and our hands cuffed / to my bad thoughts / and to yours and
our wars.


2.Mouths Still Work

The bad luck season's over, / there's no more black wave thirst.
/ All our gods are ashes, / and our hands and our mouths still
work. / Our mouths still work.


3.Past Lives

So when you dream, / it's neon streets / and game-show crowds /
that won't stop clapping. / It's hotel skies, / collapsing
minds, / that heavy penance / for past lives, / the nights on
fire, / the drunken slurs, / and the morning hits you / like a
dirty word. // Oh, so you make enough money for your cigarettes,
/ but you can't implode without an audience / and your lungs try
to tell you that you're going soft / while your woman coughs. /
So you finally got bored of the tourist traps / and of drinking
with the girls for the full collapse, / so you stopped
disagreeing with the acid thoughts, / Yeah, I'm going soft. //
But when you sing to me, / I don't feel their teeth. / Ah, when
you sing to me, / well, I don't hear anything / at all. // And
she was singing, Does it eat at you? / Baby, 'cause it eats at
me, / but if they're getting sick of you, / then maybe they'll
get sick of me. // But you make enough money for your
cigarettes, / so there's no real reason for an audience. / Well,
they came, they came, they stayed a bit, and they just left. //
So we'll domesticate our fears, / baby, we'll domesticate our
vices, / and if you leave me, just don't leave me here / in this
silence. // So will you sing to me? / 'Cause I still feel their
teeth. / Oh, will you sing to me? / 'Cause I can't hear anything
/ at all // but our past lives, / just our past lives.


4.Stop, Just Stop

Stop, Just Stop
You read big books. / I feel so small. / Why aren't you small, /
my love? / You've got big hooks. / They make me hurt. / Why
don't mine hurt, / my love? // You are my automatic writing, /
the red tattoos behind my eyelids, / but I'm tired of firing
squads, / of your bored, indifferent gods. // So when you feel
brave, / I'll be your stutter, / and when you wake, / I'll be
your hangover, / and when you try to get straight, / I'll be
your drug dealer. / So when you get paid, / I'll gladly sell you
// the wrong words, / the whiskey cures, / the last real hurt, /
the one that craves / the wrong words, / the whiskey cures, /
the last real hurt, / the one you hate. // My god, it's gonna
hurt / oh my god, it's gonna hurt / when I'm your modern
American fuck, / the modern American love that fucks you up, /
the one you can't love enough. // I'll have you screaming, /
Stop, stop, I'm gonna be sick. / Just stop, just stop, I'm
gonna be sick. / Just stop, just stop, I'm gonna be sick. / Just
stop, just stop. Well, I give up. // While you're sleeping off
/ our nighttime madness, / I'll be your slow dance, / your
dime-store romance. / In the morning bed, / I'll start again. /
When you say when, / I'll fuck you up and fill your head // with
the wrong words, / the whiskey cures, / the last real hurt, /
the one that craves / the wrong words, / the whiskey cures, /
the last real hurt. // Oh, if I keep loving you, / we'll both be
ruled / by cosmic fears. / If this is loving you, / yeah, if
it's this cruel, / the worst of it is here. / Yeah, my best
hooks are here. / The worst of it is here. / Yeah, my best hooks
are here. / Oh, I hope they hurt.


5.Hunted for Sport

Hunted For Sport
All I want is to be hunted for sport. / All you want is to be
professionally mourned. // All we want is to be aimlessly
rutting / for eternity, self-immolating and gutting. // And in
the folds of our art, / we want our minds to fall apart.


6.Explosion Sounds

So get up and count your teeth / and make love on the loan shark
sheets / where your girl got passed around / to help wash down
the post-war doubt. / Or have you lost your taste for it? /
Those bloodlust boys and girls don't quit, / so there's a crowd
under your clothes, / between you both and you can't get close.
// So you sleep and she drinks, / and you drink and she sleeps,
/ and you blink and she blinks / well, God, ain't love a
fucked-up thing? // When you choke on your riot tongue / and
cheap cologne in the vulgar sun, / you'll write it off and lay
in bed / with minefield dread and words to shred, / but now you
know your friends are rats, / and now you drink with baseball
bats, / and goddamn, you still want her mouth / to drown you out
with explosion sounds. // But you sleep and she drinks, / and
you drink and she sleeps, / and you blink and she blinks /
well, God, ain't love a fucked-up thing? // But I love the great
obscene, / I love the strip club meat, I love the trophy heat, /
and I know I'll miss your teeth, / but God, I love the fucked-up
things. // So if it takes one more time to give this up, / then
I'll wait one more night to give you up, / but now it seems like
we both like the noose tight / and you've got a cutthroat mind /
and we both like the noose tight, / and we both got the rope and
we both got the time. // But I sleep and you drink, / and I
drink and you sleep, / and I blink and you blink / well, that
is the truly fucked-up thing. // 'Cause we are the great
obscene, / and all those girls are cheap, those boys just can't
compete. / In our hell, the drinks are free, / and we are the
greatest fucked-up things. // So come on, let's barricade the
doors. / Yeah, come on, fuck all those rookie whores. / Yeah,
come on, let's have a civil war, / only stop to call the dealer
and the liquor store. / Yeah, come on, let's see what veins are
for. / Yeah, come on, let's fuck with hell some more. / Yeah,
come on, we'll kill each other, sure, / but we won't die alone
and we won't die bored.


7.American Shame


8.Only Death

Through all that frantic summer sex, / well, you could summarize
my bones, / and yeah, we probably should've guessed / those
months were loans. // And it was right when winter peaked / when
we were screaming in the streets. / We had no pity for the weak,
/ but, damn, we're weak. // So you shot up in bed at night. / I
kept my eyes closed while you packed. / I thought you'd lose
your appetite / when it bit back. // But you were singing
Wicked Game. / I'd never felt such brutal flames. / We swore
that only death could make us tame, / and now we're tame.


9.The Abyss and I

I'm drinking like I can find the finish line. / Can you be
outside my place at nine? / Yeah, we can drink till we find a
consolation prize, / we can spit at the sky, we can be baptized.
// Was I ever wrong about you? / Was I ever wrong about you? /
Oh, was I ever wrong about you. // I'm drinking like I might
find that hell ran dry, / so now there's only fire or an endless
night. / So I will drink till I find you standing outside / like
a busted streetlight, like you were my type. // Well, was I ever
wrong about you? / Was I ever wrong about you? / Oh, was I ever
wrong about you. // Well, was I ever alone before you? / Well,
was I ever alone before you? / Well, was I ever alone before
you. // We're drinking like we can find the finish line, / so
when you sin at night, you'll do it by my side, / and we will
drink till we find a consolation prize / while you waste your
time with the abyss and I.